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Saturday, August 30, 2008

Waves of Murky Drift

Track 4 from the September 2008 euphoreador release
ChineSeXXX American Idolatry



Waves of Murky Drift

As the waves crash against me
Seems soaring to land ho
There is no love here
It was swept away
But when I knew it
lingered long
But under these waves even now they pummel me
Like a catastrophe thrown in typhoon swell
White squall give it to me your all
And then it’s helter-skelter
And left behind I’m a floating pinion in this bedevilment
Can’t even hide
My arms are tied
My body leaches this way and that
I can not even float right
Sinking is my empty
Sinking is my plight
Here we go again
My arms collect the fluids of neglect
The plan to cull
The can’t-tackle
The shiva we don't need
Raining waters
Wind biting as wile
I’m caught in the murky drift_
Is there still a chance to learn how to swim
But when I knew the course to take
Problems last a lifetime, then we know
Lengths of time are what we hold and let go
We made up time
It’s our concept
And in the winds are awesome swept




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Kingdom of Wanton Shit

Track 5 from the September 2008 euphoreador release
ChineSeXXX American Idolatry



Kingdom of Wanton Shit

Been out to the places I deplore
Seen a little more of what I can’t stand
Been a man in high demand
By mainly fat chicks on this earth
Done nothing matterful since birth
But endless surmise to wander through
This brokenesque consumer dis
(precipice)
Filled with vinegar and piss

Many days gone too far
And death will be the best of loves

All my instinct fails me
Hear in this kingdom of wanton shit

On the left side
On the right side
Just douche bags
No one can confide
In the lamest use of what sentience brings
We speak of shit-fickle things
Are we mere chattel for prattle
When our lives are just bone rattle
Off from ourselves
places
we gave a damn
And truly thought for ourselves

Dark times ahead
In maturation bed
When we joyfully eat
All that we’re force fed

Think for a moment
Now silence your mind





Kingdom of Wanton Shit is track 5 from the September 2008 euphoreador release entitled ChineSeXXX American Idolatry. The song delves into the lengths we go to find fun but usually finding nothing either due to our attitude or our narrow mindedness. The video is a new rehashing of some video that was used during some Confession of Faith performances.




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Never Even Started avec le femme

Track 6 from the September 2008 euphoreador release
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Never Even Started avec Le Femme


I haven’t tasted skin in such a long time
That I wonder if I will again
I’ve wandered through the valley of the shadow of death
Just to catch you and my breath
Where to begin

Let’s lie in the presence of the lunar eclipse
Whilst your full moon gyrating hips
Slowdown let us ponder
And lick as we launder
Our supposed dirty moves

I want to roll in the clover
And bend you right over
And feel your grooves intimately
I want to see your face in a million places
And chase you as we do it
Like Kama Sutra and make it biblical lore
Until our love-vessels be sore
Till the core and digging deeper
At non-quixotic pace
Baffled we laugh at your skills of a whore
Pure in spirit and virtue
That just knows the moves of a whore

Dawdle down into the ramparts
A myriad hue is the sex of arts
Count your times
Let’s make it another
Let’s fucking make love like we’ll never recover
As our bodies cascade apart
Feel the beating alive heart
Grow intensity
I want to investigate thee some more
So that’s what I’ll do

In ramshackle feebleness naked endless
All our self we confess
And I shall teach you to yearn for love and burn

When we think we are done
We ain’t never even started to run
In the way in which we can
Be for each other’s more
Helping everything as we
Sing a new song
And let it be righter
Than the best wrong
And let us fawn and let us be ravaged
Until we are one

When, when will the son rise
And go between your trembling thighs
As the you’re rolling back your eyes
You’re pondering the gift of effort
Well no one gets hurt
In this time far beyond basic flirt
Where we will hold ourselves
In the frigid cold




Never Even Started avec le femme is track 6 from ChineSeXXX American Idolatry, the 9/2008 euphoreador release. It was filmed at and near The Three Gorges Damn and the city of Yichang in China. The lyrics pertain to the longing and pining for love and human intimacy that is created by allowing oneself to embark and engage in love; in a frank and excited way with new eyes. The video is a juxtaposition of this pining by showing what appears to be two young lovers do what lovers do, exploring each other and the world. The pain is created when one knows or at least idealistically thinks about what they are missing when they have fallen out of love or the relationship has ended.





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Purse Your Lips

Track 7 from the September 2008 euphoreador release
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Purse Your Lips

You wanted somewhat of a change
No I don’t find that strange
Just reasonable
To think that when your life goes fast
You have to take a look and make it go slow
Before your life has passed
You have to shift on a dime
The thought it be the time you never bought
I know you work for tips
So baby purse your lips

A breakdown when we knew not what we were
And do not divulge information
That you feel will hurt you
But that’s all we are alive to do
To give more than we are
To be much more than we have
To stoke up the fires and learn

I want rumination lockstep with innovation
I want to hear of all I knew nothing about
I want to devout all my sentience and clout
To finding out what you are thinking of this
A rolling in the hay sounds great to me
Our bodies mesh so openly
With our wall down we install
Something better than us all




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cut and run

Track 8 from the September 2008 euphoreador release
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Cut and Run

When will I know of that which I do
Has value, never do you
Non quantifiable
Non categorical
Just asked the oracle
But she speaks in riddles
That don’t give no answer
Just question
Like what the fuck am I doing here
Dirt is the all surrounding
Wasted time draw near

Who will be the ones
To give you ballast
A main stay
That won’t let the river’s currents
Carry me away
Just get annul
And feel that honor
And when the line that ties them two
Will make my limbs black and blue

Forever learn to go
And always give a damn
Let not in a heart the widening fact
The neighbor needed contact
Jereminder my a little poll
Tears taste of what we don’t know of

Want to be method
To cut all the tether
We did not know
Of the way it would pedal
You satellite to the wan in my eye
She don’t want to plea for-reason
So don’t want to placate





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look beforeward

Track 9 from the September 2008 euphoreador release
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look beforeward

I’ve been banished by love to the alone
For the length of nonparley goes
Polite every which way
The thing passing never held at bay
My eyes have seen you rise
Forever planned in all of the things we do

There in a new palladium
Bold and once declawed
Come rose compass
Where is the lass
Which way to go

Linger on
Feel the leed I have
So down free fall
We beseech thee
Or long to become

Then on mean
Pulling an I knew we could
Do before and again
Where that I knew we had bore the hidden layer
Collide without
Purpose nor pride
And taste of a new collection I offer to you

Behold how each and every lay
The morn I undo
Windfall cresting another imperfect breath
And I leave, homily don't fail me
Can I forestall
Giving it away

Trust in one
And then to others sound
Of gold we fight for
Point being then another
Sea seeing
How our lives all spiral this way
Into at bay
Counting all the layers that
Duty utters all the feeling




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Rascal(nikov)

Track 10 from the September 2008 euphoreador release
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Rascal(nikov)

And when us humans gather us all
And construct from ego
A self truly small
To be made fun of
Our clandestine call
I see the twitch knee-jerk fruition stall
Mull it over abysmal pall
A roll in the clover
Well mull it over

I'm standing in the doorway
And gazing at you
I see the things flit passed that flew
How incontinence can be
When rapidly I come towards thee
In a numb of frenzy

Mull it over
Think in line
What borders on
Conducively fine

Own a way I dodge
With ounce to glow
Each of oppinions they go
And left us all we nude
Renewed our strength embued
It's thievery delight
'Cause I hold you this night

So I shall try to give my all
Reconstructing under fall
Each shed through
Every year with you
I shall try to be a better me
The one I care to look at and see
Which ever way I knew




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Where art Thou

Track 11 from the September 2008 euphoreador release
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Where Art Thou

On the horizon
The fields burned with in-tents-city
What have we learned

Just how much more easy it is to kill then to love
How much more easy it is to take then to give
So tell me why do we live

For a little piece of what is mine
As supplicant twisted tine
Times we bought ourselves with ease
The mimes we paid to appease

Play your part in this cog-stifled wild
Opinions ravaged our hands full
And hog-piled

I brought a lamp of illusion
Let’s cover ourselves in its light
In its coarse then we bully ourselves bright

Left up to us
We call it, don’t remind me
Something that leaves the taste sweet
And in the mouth pockmark lined

Love, ho, tell me how we know
If you don’t stop and
Look down when your feats go too slow
And tell me what we got now
Or now
Or even then




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Tried to be

Track 12 from the September 2008 euphoreador release
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Tried to be

The want to behold
All the beauty there is
I want to confess
That I don't see it often
Enough of that
When I tell you it calls
And it recalls that it's still cold

So turn away
And when I cloven be
And lay it at
The feet of love

So don't you claim to know mind
At the windowpane
Don't you play 'til you find mine
Every into a bloom

The clown suit bolted
The things we do for love
And if we don't claim
Cautered we plea

A tramp

A trial to be humble
I tried to be brave
But saving doom
I am the kneeling knave
But just lay it down
At the feet of love
And when we talk

Don't be kind
Don't be care
And don't you care for that
Anymore
When we say what we do
My emotions all have value
And I don't keep anything well
Who can tell
Everyone
'Cause everyone

Just lay it down
At the feet of love
When it comes in focus

I tried to be humble
I tried to be true
I believed in us
Probably more you
Then I take
And don't replace
But when the woman's face
Hits the know body
And what have I done to deserve you
Or you
Or you
Or you

What have I lain
Lay it down
At the feet of love
Singing softly
Little Angel

Always amicable
As we leave it
This world
I want to be spoken not slurred
On top of a course
And weighing our time
My blasted only one line
Love
One word
It's better to be loved
Then to be the lover lent
Into whatever spent
Lept to call a cab and a
Leper back stab
Better to love
It's better to love
Than be the leper leaping off of the ledge

So lay it down
At the feet of love
And when a bow of Ice
Never surprice me

Blank stare
All shaken

Make it shaken not stirred
Like the cat pussy purred
And the lines
Oh, draw them in sand
On the hand
Of the wing to course
Just think
In dotted S.O.S.
Let me confess
That the purpose in the land we call West
As our time
Drew itself down
I could have been better
You could've been better
We could have tried harder
We could have given more for
Love
The four lettered word
Best goddamn fucking one ever heard
Left




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clear the air

Track 13 from the September 2008 euphoreador release
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Clear the air

No derivatives on concrete lean
Sounding level with wonderment
The course does glean
A Trojan horse

Wide fear
Life forcing each other to be
Nothing, why, how
We be alive today in the here and now

Look into my eyes clear the air
Ask if anyone about Darfur does care
When we talk into the breeze
See what is easy
In our lives all we care about
Is but one percent of the actuality
Of what being a human does mean to me

Step right up
Let’s fill the whole
In life’s wheel spoke birth
For only condiments we race
We tear the reason apart like lace

Look into my eyes see the care
In my bloodshot baby blues stare
It lingers to apple knew apropos
Do we care to know about our lives
When we attempt to go
Either not fast or slower than fucking slow
Each of us can do what we have to
For everyone





'clear the air' This is track 13 from ChineSeXXX American Idolatry, the september 2008 euphoreador release. The song is about how we sometimes loose site of our true feelings and our love, replacing them with anger or blindness and how we need to clear the air and start anew.



This is part of the Montreal Fringe Festival 2007 performance for Euphoreador + Friends. In this part the 'lounge singer' performs the euphoreador song 'Stammering'. The performers for the whole piece were Josh Hinck, Morgan Murray, Franco Proietti, David Schultz. Sarah Gagnon-Turcotte filmed the performance.



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Harlot as Half Shade

Track 14 from the September 2008 euphoreador release
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Harlot as Half Shade

I need to take each day with a grain of salt
I need to see all my human endeavors as my fault
Line from antiquity, yeah that lady’s for me

I’m crossing all my eyes dash-dotting my tease
S.O.S. please
I’m bleeding all my hard-earned money on total sleaze

I see the bullshit comes easy
A fucking breeze
As they step from every darkness
With my every wheeze
I’m gonna make them prey
Like I pray
From behind
With them on their knees

I see the bullshit comes easy
A fucking breeze

Where art thou in the lane

I need to take each way with my face on the asphalt
I need to see my face in all the clever which way they be

Harken little children
Don’t come this way
There’s no turning back
There is only being prey

Whore the mainstay
For the halflight
For the one who don’t know virtue
Like you do
Hold you breath
Hold your legs so tight

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She'll Find

Track 15 from the September 2008 euphoreador release
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She'll Find

Slowly she change her mind
Open eyes cataracts-kind
It’s her heart that seize me
When she look in my flooded hold she’ll find
Will shaped ore that is solid gold
It just wasn’t shined

When a new sheen is set ablaze
And our stress floats as castaways
Bobbing and sinking
Rising me thinking
It’s you that I adore
So feel me throbbing and sobbing
At your labia’s door

Look deep in the god awful till
Yet look deeper still
Through the broken fabric of detritus
Past the chicken-scratch sawdust and tinselled pus
Beyond the slops of plastic debris there you will find us
Together we are stronger and we go as thus

The heart of the maelstrom calls to me
With whispered winds that softly sleep
The cause a surmounting avoided we
The power can disdain
The calm of the harbor
When the harbinger is the one I am
I come around again
My speak don’t recollect too much you might
With storm clouds gathering around
Don’t trust the calm now
One word to find
Exit
Don’t trust the calm
For through the rest takes effort

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