What Are You Looking For

Track 7 from the euphoreador late 2009 release called 'adrift'. When idealizing love this can lead to many problems such as madness and severe misconceptions that don't exist in the real world but only in the idyllic. Also when fantasizing on past experiences one can be led down a round of escalating depression. However when we face the truth about love it may be painful at points but also the most redeeming aspect to existence. (A special thanks to Jovonn Mercier for the use of her great photos!!)




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Do You Love Pain

Track 1 from the 1995 Confession of Faith release
Do You Love Pain




Do You Love Pain

Covered in sackcloth dripping with red
The promise of love as she enters my bed
Do you like pain she says with a kiss
I cover my eyes enshrouded in bliss
Do you love pain

Do you love me
She says on her knees
How can I love
What I can never believe
Take then my hand and drown in my eyes
Believe this is love
Salvation through lies
Do you love pain
Do you love me

For one more night I feel love’s skin
As I open my arms
And embrace her again
I feel my heart raped again by her tongue
As I watch love wither
As slowly she hung
Do you love pain
Do you love me
Now



"Do You Love Pain" This is part 5 of the winter 1995 Confession of Faith performance at Ground Zero in Minneapolis, Minnesota. This performance was done during the time COF was negotiating their way onto the Triple X Records compilation "Dim View of the Future". Dark and ominous are crutial elements in a COF performance. This song is from the ep "Do You Love Pain".






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You Will be Mine

Track 2 from the 1995 Confession of Faith release
Do You Love Pain




You Will be Mine

You will be mine
And I’m on top again
And I know you’ll undress me
As the day drags on she says
Will you untie me
You step in time
I follow you
Your little legs
I say it won’t hurt this time
But your tears invite me
Please let me be inside
Please let me be inside


Please


Dance again

When I taste of your skin
Slowly my sorrows wane
And I see love as that which is not in vane
But then with each time I pray it my last
To god I entreat death for I am unchaste
Oh I’m so tired
Of love that tastes so stale
Nothing will be given to me
But you I will always have

You won’t turn me away I know
Will you crawl to me
You will love me I say
Will you let me inside of you
Please let me be inside

Please

Dance again
Love was meant for a girl like you
When I taste of your skin
Slowly my sorrows wane
And I see love as that which is not in vane
But then with each time I pray it my last
To god I entreat death for I am unchaste

Dance again

Love was meant for a girl like you



"You Will Be Mine" This is part 2 of the winter 1995 Confession of Faith performance at Ground Zero in Minneapolis, Minnesota. This performance was done during the time COF was negotiating their way onto the Triple X Records compilation "Dim View of the Future". Dark and ominous are crutial elements in a COF performance. This song is from the ep "Do You Love Pain".








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Day of a Thousand Years

Track 3 from the 1995 Confession of Faith release
Do You Love Pain




Day of a Thousand Years

Thicker grows the stifling air
I solation bends my knee s in prayer
Love heals not my soul so cold
In empty nest my skin was sold

In contrition my empty soul
And from me in a sense she stole
So now alone severed from god
Sent forth I am to the land of nod

I am forsaken

Without hope

Love deceives me not in my fears
I feel this day the weight of a thousand years
So cold I grow with the darkening sky
Absolve dear lord penitent am I

I am forsaken

Without hope

Salvation is lost to my arrogant tears
I wish my prayers fell upon god’s ears
Weary I grow at a quickening pace
I fear I have fallen from god’s grace

God I am forsaken

Without hope

I do love god



"Day of a Thousand Years" This is part 6 of the winter 1995 Confession of Faith performance at Ground Zero in Minneapolis, Minnesota. This performance was done during the time COF was negotiating their way onto the Triple X Records compilation "Dim View of the Future". Dark and ominous are crutial elements in a COF performance. This song is from the ep "Do You Love Pain".











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